Guide me through this crisis season
with grace and patience. When I feel anger
and frustration, let them fly away in a flock
of sparrows spooked by the neighborhood cat.
When I feel anxious, let it shrink like an icicle
thawing on a house eave. When I feel like screaming,
let me hear the coo of a dove like a mantra
soothing my soul. Let me breathe deep the smell
of baking bread, the aroma of pine trees
in a silent forest, a whiff of snow before it falls.
When I feel sad, lift my gaze to the sky
awash in sunset colors. When I feel like
I can't go on, give me strength to walk again.
Fog Moment
She looks out as far as she can see
maybe only as far as the fog allows.
Is that figure familiar?
Is that the right gate?
Is the shape correct to memory?
Fog might be the movie screen
of her remembrances easier
brought forward with a neutral
background. No distractions, sound
muffled like when you held your hands
over your ears when your parents yelled.
Her hand rests against her cheek
smoothing some wrinkles, deepening
others. Doesn’t matter. A breeze tickles
through her hair; strands of memories
almost caught into a scene. She gazes
at the table and follows wood grains over
the edge, back and forth, back and forth
until vertigo circles her head. She closes
her eyes for moments ... past. Raises
her head skyward, toward the horizon —
a sailor’s wife solitary on the beach,
waiting, wondering, searching
for the ship’s mast. Foghorns moan.
Surf rolls in, rolls out without the aid
of seashells echoing in ears from days
long ago. She waits, a figurehead
on a ship’s bow feeling ocean mist
effervescent against her vessel.