house, an art deco home, the afterlife from colonial era,
the roughage of the pavement redraws the history,
in the night Mount Carmel Road unread the world.
Faded wallpaper, the lion figures, the high ceilings
invite a deep, melancholic longing inside.
The rooster in the roof and the soldat statue forge
Portuguese language, drop chaos of memories on my palm.
There is a sense now that my every nerve is sedated.
In the conjuring of light, I bow to the palm trees and
grass roots and a bunch of silver white flowers.
And I chew words that taste like slag and platelets.
I lean towards the boundary wall of Saudades
and my focus is hushed and curtained,
I watch a rose-ringed parakeet on the terrace
it flutters down; it stabs my heart and flies away.